d' saddest sunday perhaps...

huh nengokkan title pon sedih huahuahuahua....nangis xhengat.penyakit angin ahmar aku dtg dr ari sabtu lg...tah pekene tah...agaknya mikirkan ape aku nk buat ptg sabtu ngan ahad...

sian en.suami aku, xpsl2 kne penangan angin ahmar aku...tulus ikhlas dr isterimu:

"so sorry dear...pleaseeeeeee"

si suami tercinta...the day B4 kawen...muah muah muah...

mcm2 pesen...muncung ye beey jgn x muncung...

ekceli reasons aku rsa berkaitan sgt kne angin ahmar ni sbb:

1. Memang sabtu n ahad akan jadi ari plg bosankan aku...mengenangkan suami jauh...

2. ummm pastu memikirkan xde kwn aku nk ajak hang out...xdpt shopping xpe janji dpt pg mkn ABC kat seksyen 2 shah alam...huhuhu (kes mengidam ke ape tah...blm lg la)

3. Jealousy...huhu I'm not supposed to...jeles sbb even suami jauh di sana, dia ade lots of day outttt...even aku tau bintulu mmg kurenggg ade tmpt best but...at least he got family, friends, drum yg mgkn kdg2 mampu buat dia xsunyi...aku time tertentu jer dpt jmp kwn n kuar ngan diorang...

4. KL byk tmpt menarik tp aku sunyiiiiiiiiiiiii pastu plak nk kuar mmg en.suami xkan lepas nyer kalo sorang2...asyik2 tgk dinding kt bilik...arghhhh wth lg2 aku mmg xsuka tol environment kt flat ituuu

and yesterday...after 2 days (saturday & sunday)aku berpenyakit, he called me and tried to persuade me the best as he can...pity of him...I'd knew he must be curious sometimes...

Texted him "blh x sya kuar sorang2? (awl2 aku mention sorang...huhuhu..setelah penat called and msg kwn tp xberjaya ajak sorang pon)

...received a text "pg cney???"....i told "KL"....then he called me...I'm about to ready myself...put a change and tetiba hp be'ringtones'kn for the rest of my life menjerit...picked...bla...bla..bla...cry :(

dat's not the main points ekceli...plg penting,He managed to make me smiled once 'Nak g Kl buat ape...sya xkesah awak nk kuar tp ajak la member...kalo sya xbg kuar, sya rsa bersalah tp kalu sya bg sya risau...."Ya Allah I smiled at the moment...so sweet la u dear...sbb tu la sya replied "xpe la kalo awk xbg kuar xde  la sya kuar...." (dgn nada yg mgkn buat suami rsa mcm2...loya ade x beey).Paling pntg lps tu aku hepi sbb

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suami aku tepon aku at last!!!....huhuhu...mmg aku nyer penyakit ari ahad aku akan mengharapkan dia tepon aku...once he didn't rsa mcm nk protest abis2...arghhh xbaik nya aku...

p/s:Beey TQ so much...dis yr sje u 'bought' me 2 Levis...kalo mcm ni penuh la koleksi sya...tp itu bukan yg sya nk dr awk...sya xska mntk bende2 gitu pn...ape yg sya nk tp klu awk kasi sya amek....hekhekhek...LIHAT KAMU SELALU...huhuhu...see you on this comin' up thursday dearie...

i can't smile...

wthat's on my mind???arghhhhh ya Allah kuatkan hatiku...i need to smile but...i can't even smile for myself tho...crying instead!!!

hate this feeling...i wished i can go out and look for something to chill me up.Mom i miss u :(, Ku i miss u too :( and miss him too...

p/s:is trying to be harder

w0rkIn' pL@ce...(agak2 bosan jgn baca weh....mcm pnjg jer tu)

urghhhh...memandangkan dah muak aku dok tgk keje xsiap2 ni, pi gatai tgn jp buat entry bertajuk mcm kt atas tu la...kalo la pat aku keje ni ade award menganugerahkan meja keje paling kemas+tersusun+teratur+...mesti aku la pemenang nya...huahuahua...wallaweh xcaya ko yerk...ko tgk...ko tgk...(aku sendiri pon naik takot nk tgk ni)

 kemah dokkkk???

huahuahua...aku pon xpaham kenape tetiba gambau ni muncul...regardless psl minah atas tu...sje je tu eksen nayang cincin baru (aku beli kt forever 21, jst in case ade stalker tertanya2 tp malu nk tanya...huahuahua)...

ni ha baru gambar yg kene ngan entry aku...

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no.1: plg penting...

ummm part ni paling penting kt meja aku...ada dia penenang jiwa time tensen gitu...kikiki...pastu kalendar tu gunanya utk letakkan stapler aku ngan puncher...itu sampingan aje...motif gambar hubby ngan kalendar ialah utk aku hitung detik, masa, ketika, waktu utk jmp kekanda aku itu...huahuahua...maklumla cinta jarak jauh...sedih jap...:(

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no. 2: kedua penting...tempat terima arahan keje keluar..

ni penting...hahaha punya la kemas smpi semua dpt ko jmp kt meja monitor aku...ada air, lotion utk haluskan tgn aku yg kasar lps main PCBA, ada plak sabun (amek kt hotel2...ni la tujuannnya)....dan yg plg pntg ada doa2 harian yg aku mesti amalkan sblm buat keje...Alhamdulillah Allah itu Maha Adil...kt tepi2 skrin tu pon terpampang nota2 kecik....bajet keje top urgent yg kene buat r tu (padahal aku pending gak, eh xbaik xberkat rezki)...huahuahua

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no. 3: sila abaikan kotak2 ats tray aku tu...harta customer tu...

no. 3...ni kertas2 ni mmg penting utk aku wat keje..mna2 yg aku dah kepitkan tu maknanya dah setel...uwaarghhh cm bayak jerkk...poyo lagi...ummm jgn xtau hand sanitizing moist wipes pon ado kt situ...bkn ape senang agak2 aku nk mkn msa tgh wat keje (maklumlah dok pgg brg2 reject) pastu mls nk g cuci tgn aku pki lap aje ngan tisu tu...mekaseh Mc'D bg free benda alah tu...huahuahua...

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no. 4:aset2 aku dlm drawer...

main picture tu aset pntg aku kt drawer no.2...dah namanya reject so aku campak2 je la dlm drawer aku tu...dah siap check dah pn..customer xnak katanya (tah ye tah dak)...pls excuse keserabutan dlm drawer...eh ape plak...kira kemas dh tu...at least brg rosak pn ade tempatnya gak...drawer no. 2 aku smpn beg aku ngan segala aku punya hak, drawer ke 3 pakaian aku pg ke bulan termasuk kst sekolah itu...

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no. 4: huh...sick of this...

...ummm not really sick of it anyway...sometimes it's quite fun to learn somethings u didn't b4...esp when I'd managed to troubleshoot those problems...it caused me headache yet contentment for sure...

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no. 5: huh...kemasnya...very tersusun la...

atas CPU ade tisu ado ubat batuk...pendek kata semua ada kt meja aku...tepi aku ade lg kalendar kompeni...senang nk refer cuti pg jmp kekanda syg...lain2 mesti ada ext no. kwn2 opis ngan bos...pastu sket2 general spec reliability test...huahuahua...mintak maaf la aku mmg byk selipar...biru bwk g jmp MR. tAN (toilet), pink kaler aku pki kt production, yg wedges itam faberet aku (mmg peberet smpi dah buruk pon aku pki gak...)pki time blk la...

..............dah abis kot entry aku ni...xpe la penting ke xpenting ke entry kali ni janji ia berjaya membuat aku penuhi msa aku yg xterluang ni akhirnya...huahuahua...yeay...

.............ummm ekceli time blk keje mmg aku kemas dah meja tu...time tgh keje mmg mcm tongkang pecah sket la...well aku bkn la spesis terlampau xpengemas nye org gak....xjugak terlampau pembersih tp common sense...yang wajib kene igt kebersihan ttp kne jaga (ewah2 sempat lg...layak ke aku)...tp btl la kebersihan tu sendiri kan pntg dlm Islam...uwaaaaaa esok2 nk kemas kete skali la...esp dlm dashboard...

p/s:xde yg penting melainkan aku bosan ni...nk g amek kopok lekor jap...CT i'm coming....

R.I.N.D.U

ewahhhh...xtahan ngan tajok tuh...tp what to do...need to admit 'bout it.Miss him so badly...uwaaaa...Ya Allah cptkan la msa 30Dec ni...Hopefully kat sana nanti semuanya baik2 sja...Aminnn...

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  abg digi yg macho...rindu kamu (pic curik semata2)

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kekanda dinda

p/s: 30hb: fly over to Bintulu ~ 09 Jan 2011...YEAHAAAAA....rinduuuu..rindu serindu, rindunya...waaaaaa (lgu spoon...)lgu paling suamiku xsuke dgr bla aku nyanyi...muhahahaa...lagi sya nk buattttt

gave the babies a visit

5.32pm ready to punch card.finally waktu balik sudah tiba...penat sesangat.Tp plan nk g tgk baby2 ni...yeay...

...it's really made my day after all..hehehe. I do loved em' very much...They're so cute yet very nice kids.Doesn't matter who carrying em'.No cry np tears.

arghhh i just wanted to be like their mothers tho. It's so sweet to hear the story of their moments while giving birth, having contraction or complication either.  **while dreaming...i knew how hard to face the moments but then i am very ready for it...:(....huhuhu dreams do come true rite?

see...told u oredi...cute cute  cute....

aku geram!!!comel la wei

mother to be...amin

p/s: Ya Allah kurniakan aku nikmat menjadi seorang ibu...amin

in love

syukur Alhamdulillah...at last my hubby definitely surprised!!!blk kg raya haji dgn seronotnya.

events on 15/11/10:

1. 12.30~2.45pm: half day...blk umah panaskan spaghetti dan goreng roti sosej

2. 3.00pm :headed to Histana Hotel Klang

3. 3.15pm: arrived and checked in -rOOm 502-deluxe room (well not bad at all...it worthy enuf for RM118 per nite)

4. 3.20pm: showered and changed...put some make up on...they said I'm totally looked  pale (it's better than poker-face)

5. 4.00pm: damn...already late and ujan lebat turun semahunya...warghhh i need to drive slowly...xsuke...

6. 4.30pm: arghhhh hubby already in KL...sorry dear I'm late..

7. 5.00pm: able to get him...muah muah muah...i love u...syukur dia xtarik muka ( i noe u syg i tipu2 u, u xtau and u tertipu...i like it)

8. .........the story

^^hubby^^: yang...nk g mna dlu ni...blk umah trs ek???

^^wifey^^ : x...kite nk g klang jp ni...

^^hubby^^: klang??? buat ape (tensen r tuh)

^^wifey^^ : nk jmp kwn kite (dgn mls nya nk menjawab...maap beey)

^^hubby^^: buat ape jmp dia??? (mcm tensen je i dgr...nk blk umah cpt ye....sya xnakkkk)

^^wifey^^ : ala kite nk amek tudung jap...kn da nk blk kg (maklumla isteri awak jual tudung kn)

^^hubby^^: xjamm ke klang tu waktu ni (org blk keje nyer time ni)...xblh ke blk dlu...nanti2 la amek tudung    tu (muhahaha maap beey...nk tergelak jerk dgr statement u tu...)

^^wifey^^ : xpe la...nanti kite xyah g ikut jln jamm...sya bwk awk jln x jamm ( ceh menipu lg...pdhl xtau pon mane jln xjammed...belasah aje...nipu hubby lg...mintak maap lg beey)

diam seribu bahasa en.suamiku kt sblh...kikiki lawak jugak...eee jln mmg jammed sket ni...aku cuak gak nengok muka ketat en.hubby...xckp ape pon...asik komplen jln jammed n byk kete...huhuhu...aku totally speechless la...bajet xnak gaduh ngan dia kn...kunun2 sensor aku rosak...dia igt aku nk patah blk...no way...nk g amek tudung la....muhahahaha...

around 6.30pm kot smpi klang n msa nk parking kete (sesudah aku msk parking area at Histana Hotel Klang)...

^^hubby^^: *dgn muka ketat dia ni...mna blh parking kt sni...nmpk x xde line kuning tu...

^^wifey^^ : ooo ye ke...(reversed n parked kt area lain...wawawa lucu2...nk tergelak nengok muka hubby...eee beey awak ni kn mmg la...kalo dah mrh...takot i)

^^hubby^^: kwn awak kt sni ke (ketat lg tuh muka dia)

^^wifey^^ : haah...huh watpe lg...turun la...

beey bukak pintu...nk trn...

^^wifey^^ : ummm angkat la beg skali (apadaaa dia ni...xcam lg ke awak kt hotel dah ni syg...ellloooo kite tdo hotel ok...bkn umah sewa sya la)

^^hubby^^: nape plak (iskkk blh dia tanya...)

^^wifey^^ : sambil aku sengih aku ckp kt dia 'kite tdo hotel la syg mlm ni'

^^hubby^^: eeee dia ni kn (waaaaa bru nmpk gg dia...cengih2 dah dia)

....hehehe...best sgt time ni...akhirnya penipuan aku berakhir dgn jaya nya...even kdg2 tu hubby ni mcm tau2 jerk ape aku plan....chemistry kuat tol la...dia pon satu byk gak pertanyaan dia yg blh bt surprise2 aku ni xjadik...antaranya...dinner...sebok jerk dia usha2 paper bag makanan aku...siap ckp

^^hubby^^: yang ape dlm bag tu...mcm bekas2 jer...awak bawak bekal ke...

....aduh dia ni kn...byk tol la persoalan...rosak dah rancangan nk siapkan ape ptt utk dinner tu...igt nk soh dia trn ke lobby ke ape ke...haishhhh...u ni beey mmg la bt sya geram...

^^wifey^^ : eee dia ni kn...haah sya msk speghetti utk awak (dgn pasrah nya menjawab...)

....hehehe...apepun i am very much happy the whole day spent with him...not a day...whole nite :)....thanks beey...

btw....just in case u read this entry dear...pls be reminded:

'FROM NOW N ONWARDS klu kite nk jmp je JGN CUBA2 BYK TANYA K...APE YG AWAK TERLINTAS TU DIAM2 AJE LA...NK REQUEST PAPE PON DIAM jugak...UNLESS kite yg bkk topik tu"

cengihhhhh...

love him love u

p/s: suke surprisekan kamoooo...lol...hehhee...btw any compliment should be credited to my org kuat...kak zu n kak zimah...thanks for recommending the hotel and do the reservation....love u oll...muah muah muah

15/11/10

Honestly i just can't wait to see him on this comin' up monday...what a lovely day to be soon...not such a soon ekceli...huhuhu :(

oh dear...'while listening to FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE'...

p/s: wink*wink* tadaaaa...

health care

ari ni rsa nk cite psl bende2 kesihatan jerk...just for sharing ekceli...no need to remind 'sharing is caring'...

JAMU RATU DARA:

product yg aku dh cba ni...JRD (Jamu Ratu Dara).Dlm sbln sblm kawen ari tu ade r aku try mkn jamu since opismate aku ckp bgs sgt...so then aku try 1btl...suke sgt la sbb rsa bdn cm best jerk, ringan tau...ummm aku purposely mkn ni sbb xmo pki panty liner tu stp kali pas abes period...then aku noticed mmg ok la...cuma yg xbest bdn aku xthn pns...jamu kn mmg pns...elergic lak bdn aku stlh hampir sbln mkn...so then aku stop.

pendekkan cite je la...balance yg aku xmo mkn tu aku tggl kt kg n ade satu hari (pas majlis kawen2 aku tu)...ma penat sgt...dia mmg ade kanser dlm perot...cuma jp ade jp xde ketumbuhan tu...tau je la klu kenduri mmg pnt then ma tetiba bleeding dgn byk nya...2nd time jadik mcm ni...ummm lma jugak la ma xdpt bgn sbb skt dlm perot...then one day dia called aku ckp ari tu da dpt bgn sbb Alhamdulillah pas je dia mkn jamu ni (ala balance yg aku tggl kt kg tu) dia da dpt bgn tau...Ya Allah syukur dgr ma da dpt bgn...ye la anak2 yg bsr semua jauh2...tp yg best nya last week ma pg jmp specialist kt HUSM by appointment, anyway...syukur lg sbb doctor ckp ketumbuhan tu dah xde...then doc xpuas ati la kan...so dia ade amek sample n now ma tgh rest kt kg...dia ckp skt cam org beranak la skang ni...so aku pn dgr hepi pos lg jamu tu kak ma...hehehe...n now we're still waiting for her medical result (2bln lg bru dpt tau)...hrp2 sakit ma tu mmg xde trs dah...jgn lg mcm chipsmore...huhuh...

bkn main panjang cite...sbnrnya nk bg tau penyakit tu tetap ade ubat...eventho mkn ubat yg doc kasik, xslh mkn ubat tradisional jugak...so pade sape2 yg ade kanser rahim cuba la try Jamu Ratu Dara ni k...korang search je kt google....InsyaAllah dgn izin-Nya anda puas ati...kalo nk jamu ni blh gak kontet aku...member aku mmg distributor jamu ni...byk nye khasiat jamu...xrugi cuba...anak dara, mak dara n sesape sje...org ngandung jerk xleh...

DETOX FOOT PATCHES

aku dah cba gak...elok le utk buang toksin...kebaikan dia korang search kt google ye...xberapa rajin nk menaip da ni...aku ska pki benda alah ni time tdo mlm...tampal je kt tapak kaki korang...besh...kalo nk tau lebih blh gak kontet aku...mcm biase member aku distributor benda ni...

p/s:leh gak kontet aku kalo nk maklumat pape...019-9695914

pls call me 'Pn.Farah'...ahaks

warghhh seemed dat ages ago la xupdate blog...it's kinda bz since ppls started to call me 'madam' or 'puan'...watever la...but it's really brought me to the other world of feelings ekceli.When my colleague used to call me 'madam'...aisehhhh nmpk cam tua je aku ni...dat was d reason i'd rather to pls 'em by calling me farah or pn.farah...

same thngs happened when i needed to update my resume...how cud u farah to 4get n change ur marital status...it was still single instead of married sudah kamu...nothing more to say...but then i loved n love to be mrs. aeroll...ahaks...

1/10-10 ~ 10/10/10....really tired yet we'ol very much happy...:)

Alhamdulillah...dia jadikan aku isterinya yang sah...syukur ya Allah

merah menyala mak long n ayah long

biru pon adooo

paling suke...ahaks...

awangku khairul azahar + tengku farah = yellow kaler

p/s: semoga cinta kami direstui dan kekal hingga akhirnya

farewell party 4 sis oki...18/09/10

huhuhu...today is the last day for sis oki as she gonna leave us dis coming up Monday n back to Palembang.What a sad moment.Honestly we're gonna miss her sbb...Ingat PCBA igt kak Oki... :(

btw, sis terimalah hadiah dr kami yg xseberapa itu n never intended to forget us...hmmm and now we're serving u the best meals tho...hehhe...tadaaaaa

spaghetti & nasi himpit +rendang

n now we're ready for.....posing!!!

united we stand together we slam....

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freestyle la kununnn

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make jange xmake...posing jange x posing

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hok ni plg wajib...muahhaha...ore kuat la kunun utk majlis ni

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ini la dia kak oki suryadi...bon boyage dear...ati2 blk palembang

 p/s: tq so much...love u guys so much...muah muah muah...nanti kan lau farah nk blah dr cct ni pon korang wat farewell yerk (demand siot)...hehehe

R.A.Y.A & K.A.W.E.N

Mls nk tls byk2 la...bdn penat lg seh.nothing much to tell about...

before raya:

1. Sept 07: from USJ to Gombak...KESAS highway a.k.a congested area. It took almost 3hrs tau to be in Karak highway.Bapak punya jem nenas.

2. When  headed to KARAK n BENTONG, Alhamdulillah traffic looking smooth.Unfortunately smpi ke K.Krai ngadap jem nenas lg...that was an accident and stuck about 1hr...

on the raya:

1.Wake up around 8.30 am (ekceli whole family members accidentally overslept)...huhu...but then ku n the rest still managed to sembahyang Raya...

2.Pg kubur abang n bertandang n menyibuk umah sedara...dan sebaliknya

3.the most important...plg sedih cincin tunang ilang...hukhukhuk...mntk2 ade rezki lg dpt blk...

4. raya ke3 ke4 majlis kawen sepupu n pakcik...letih 

5. on the fifth...Headed to Rantau Panjang together with cak'a n sue as we dunno where to go ni...Alhamdullilah xsia2...at least i bought sumthng esp utk hantaran kawen...

after raya:

1.The most saddest chapter...Sept 15, moved from Bachok to KL...10hrs tu...

2.and today...Sept 16, ari 1 Malaysia tu aku kene msk ofis...assungguh la best (hurghhh)...

appendix:

gambar2 yg aku rsa berkaitan utk chapter2 cite yg xberapa nk best ni....da tau xbest tp gedik nk bg tau jugak...

pakcik n makcik baru...

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sepupu baru pulok

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koya sibok

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che long + abe long + adik + ayah chik

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gaya along tgk tv stail xcekak

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amsyar & amanda

p/s: chapter best lepas ni kot...muhahaha...seminggu lbh lg...hrp2 semua ok....

september dah ke...

eh eh...da bln september yek...wawawa...seronot2!assunguh la seronot.Counting nk raye, beday aku, ummm jmp monstark n plg penting menghitung ari nk kawen...waaaa ati bergedik2 sudah ni.kunun2 la.tp ekceli byk beno lg nk pk ni.huhuhu

oh duit ko mmg amat pntg tika ini...arghhhhhhhh tidak..huhu

ummm speechless da la...titik

Pls go away...

Nak srh sape pergi ni???hurmmm there is nobody need to go away in this case. But the 'perasaan' pls go away...i dun need it...It's not the time ekceli, b'coz now i am counting on my day.

the important date coming soon:

• 25 Sept 10: Air Asia airport...wait for me dear...i am heading to you soon
• 26 Sept 10: Up to monstark...nk blk trs kltn ke nk jln KL dlu...fyi sya xjadi nk trn keja ari tu...the replacement day oredi changed tau. so nk blk trs pn of cos we can
• 29 Sept 10: I am 26 years old :) and what a great day to be with u montsark
• 1 Oct 10   : Sahaja aku terima nikahnya...ngee Aminn
• 2 Oct 10   : Probably is goin to T'ganu...whether i am happy or not...YES I AM VERY HAPPY as long as u're hugging n holding me almost that time
• 10 Oct 10 : From Bachok to Bintulu...Welcome2 ma+ku+adik+makcik2+pakcik2+anak2 buahku... :)

p/s: Kalo xde mood, xyah la pk psl sedey2 tu...u better help urself to let them away...Happiness wud come later...i love u monstark!

Seksa Meninggalkan Solat...

Sempena bln Ramadhan...jst for sharing ekceli.For those who oredi knew it then it's gud enuf n for don't...sma2 kite amek iktibar..semoga entry ni bg manfaat kt semua termsk la aku sndri...

Seksaan Di dunia ada 6:

1. Allah mengurangkan berkat hidupnya
2. Allah tidak mempermudahkan rezkinya di dunia
3. Allah menghilangkan tanda atau cahaya soleh dr raut mukanya
4. Dia tidak mempunyai tempat dlm Islam
5. Amal kebajikannya tidak mendpt pahala
6. Allah tidak menerima doanya

Seksaan tika menghadapi mati ada 3:

1. Mati dlm keadaan hina
2. Mati dlm keadaan yg sgt lapar
3. Mati dlm keadaan mendahagakan walaupun tlh byk mnm air

Seksaan sewaktu dlm kubur ada 3:

1.  Allah akan menyempitkan kuburnya sesempitnya
2. Allah akan menggelapkan kuburnya
3. Allah akan menyeksanya sehingga hari kiamat

Seksaan ketika bertemu Allah ada 3:

1. Pd hari kiamat dia akan dibelenggu oleh malaikat
2. Allah tdk memandangnya dgn belas ihsan
3. Allah tdk akan mengampunkan dosa2 nya dan diazab dlm neraka dgn azab yg pedih lg keras...

p/s: Semoga sma2 kite mengerjakan smbhyg 5 waktu...urmmm peringatan utk diri aku juga...kengkadang asal ari mggu ade gak ter'overslept'...huhuhu...cpt2 la qada'....Nauzubillah dgn semua2 seksaan itu kan.Amin...Ekeceli aku dpt tau semua ni pas terbca poster kt surau tmpt kje...n why not share2 utk semua

A sign???Perhaps..

Almost every nite la we heard 'bout baby dumping cases N last nite it was a happy news ekceli.Couple yg buang baby dlm tong sampah kt Melaka dah kene tahan...ucapan yg sesuai 'PADAN MUKA'.eeee that guy looks very innocent la...the girl as well...both around 17-18 yrs old.Plg sedih bila mengenangkan baby tu yg dah meninggal dgn xberslh nya n....their parents?mcm mna la perasaan mak ayah diorang once they knew all this. Berita mlm td ckp diorang blh diikat jamin, n bertambah sedih mak ayah terpaksa merayu mntk dikurangkan jumlah jaminan disebabkan kemiskinan...arghhhh siannya mak ayah dorang...dah la org ssh ank plak buat keje bdh xpk mak bapak...nauzubillah...Ya Allah jauhkan aku,keluargaku n muslimin muslimat dr benda2 mcm ni...huhu...sedih...

Kalo pk2 blk ape sbb ye the pcs of babies dumping died keep rising day by day.Gov dah announced hukuman n tindakan yg akan diambil utk kes buang bayi ni...pd kotak pikiran aku ummm mmg ptt la keno hukuman gantung or watever...but i toi it is for the short term only la...bak kata pepatah " Prevent is better than cure"...jd alangkah baik jika semua2 pemimpin xkira la dr parti mna n menteri2 dr jabatan mna pon ddk n sma berbincang how to prevent this social disease. Ni ape aku pk la:

1. Sbb skali pk mcm semua org terlps pandang je...betapa xpenting nya pendidikan Islam kt sklh. Utk UPSR mak ayah srh anak dpt 5A...n yg sdh nya Pendidikan Islam tu xtermsk pon dlm 5 subjek tu...pastu kalo PMR pn sma jugak...kalo ko failed Pendidikan Islam pon (esp for Muslims) dpt jer dok kls sains ker sastera ke...pendek kata dpt gak naik form 4...For SPM candidates plak Pendidikan Islam punya gred lg la xpenting.Dpt 9 pon xpe janji dpt gak msk U...unless yg mna nk amek course yg berkaitan agama jer...Mcm dah xpenting semua tu...

2. Rancangan hiburan n konsert yg melampau2...ummm mgkn slh stu faktor kot. Sdh nya dgr kwn aku ckp rancangan Imam muda kt TV9 tu xdpt sambutan hangat dr org rmi!mak ayah zaman skang lg suka anak msk Mentor, AF n ape2 lg la...siap nangis2 tu xdpt jadik penyanyi...kalo la menangis sbb ank xdpt msk rancangan2 agama kn bgs...program realiti utk carik bakat jd atlet pon ok ape...dah la tu kalo menang program realiti tv yg hiburan2 tu, mak ai hadiah bapak la lumayan.Pendek kata pemenang jadik Orang Kaya Baru la...tp cuba tgk hadiah utk pemenang Tilawah Al-Quran ke, Imam Muda ke....or ape2 la baik2...alahai xrmi plak nk sponsor2...sedihnya...

Ummm pnjg nya bebel...tu baru psl kes bayi yg kne buang...n ari ni bila bca berita psl oberC pon sdh gak...sian org2 Palestin...Luckily Allah dah beri petunjuk sket2...One of Israeli soldier posed with bound Arab. Gmbr dpn terpampang sorang askar Israel pompuan yg posing dpn 3 org prisoners ...They ekceli were hancuffed n blindfolded...eee kejam nya dorang ni...yg minah tu plak dgn bangga nya upload gmbr dia tu kt FB...sudahnya dia dikecam n gmbr2 dia tu dianggap 'DISGRACEFUL' oleh kaum Israel sendiri...served u rite....kt FB blh plak main2 kan the Palestinians...siap ckp she is wondering if that guy got FB account and she gonna tagged the pics...sungguh kurang ajaq...seemed that girl obviously overt to exploit Muslims esp. the Palestinians...HELL...

p/s: Mari la sma2 doakan yg terbaik utk umat Islam...even aku ni pon bkn lah umat Islam yg taat jua but then, there is no harm for me to pls be remind each others.

overtime

hahaha...we've Mc'D for breaking fast 2day...jst col 1300-13-1300 then yabedabedu....arrived n ready to eat.Alhamdulillah kenyang dgn rezki ari ni...syukur padaMu Ya Allah eventho aku...ngehngehngeh...tp confirm esk aku da leh puasa...ummm bkk puasa ari ni ngan kak ina, kak izan n kak zimah...dorang yg puasa but then aku dlu yg abiskan GCB aku...dorang mnm air n mkn fries pon da ckp.Aiseh terblk plak...neway mmg aku xplk sbb selera aku mkn makin menjadi2 sejak nk jadi mrs. aeroll...muahahaha...there u go...GCB layan

 MINE...muahahaha

Istimewa utk mr.monstark...muhaaha...mmg kene r slogan (ye ke slogan) ngan GCB ni

kak ina, kak izan ngan kak zimah...kotak GCB aku jerk dah xde isi

cokelat sedap dr SUDAN neh...tq sis

p/s: No more entry for dis moment...kenyang...muahahha...mr.monstark sila la kamu dtg ke sini...sya belanja double GCB

10.08.2010

bismiallahirahmanirrahim....

Alhamdulillah ari ni ckp sthn da aku kerja kat CCT ni...kalo nk tau klik www.cct.com.my...ahaks...promote xhengat...mcm bgs jerk.Dlm msa sthn mcm2 jugak la blaja...ilmu cetek dlm troubleshooting or analisis lg tp bab2 mengenali org2 kt sni so far da berjaya kot...tahniah farah oit...tp syukur juga ade rezki kt sni sbb Allah itu Maha Mengetahui segalanya...ummm ade ape lg ngan tarikh 10.08 ni???

Alhamdulillah persiapan utk kawen juga bertambah dah...yeahhaaaa akhirnya da slmt buat HIV test...wakkk jom kawen...ahaksss.xhabes2 nk menggedik...heboh...tp tu la...while waiting for my turn td, ade couple ni la yg kunun2 buat HIV test jugak la (mostly dtg bercouple..hukhukhuk..)kalo xslh aku they oll ni dtg awl dr aku...tp yg plk turn dorang xsmpi..ummm skali pakwe dia g tercungok kt dpn blk injection tu, then dia pandang org mskkan form n ic dlm box yg ade kt dpn pintu tu...aku tgk muka dia dah kompius2.kbtln nurse tetiba kuar dr pintu tu pastu dia tanya nurse tu 'nk kene letak ke form kt dlm ni'....bla bla bla..there was an arguments i thought...pastu mamat ni menghilang tah kemana...5mins later dia dtg ngan awek dia  n suddenly "tgk ni...lain kali baca!!!"...ummm dia salahkan awek dia la sbb xbca arahan yg tertampal kt pintu blk injection tu psl kene mskkan form n ic dlm kotak tu...pastu ade la drama2 merajuk, mrh2 n mcm2 lg la kt dorang tu...then pompuan mai dok sblh aku, so (kbtln mmg aku nk tau ape dorang ckp pn...bz body lak ai)mcm2 la yg digaduhkan n agaknya pompuan tu dah bengang sgt pastu trs ckp "blh diam takkkk!!!!"mak ai semua org pandang dorang...huhuhu...malunya kan...lama jugak dorang gdh2 n tgh muncung2 tu akhirnya no dorang dipanggil...hurmmmm....dpt result la after all...huh...moral of story lain kali bca btl2 la kn...jgn asyik slhkan org lain jer...yg laki tu asyik slh kan awek dia n nurse kt situ...siap g mrh org yg kat kaunter tu...huh...tp tgk air muka dorang muka cm innocent jerk...huhu...xckp matured utk kawen kot (aku matured ke???matured x matured aku nk kawen jugak)....ummm sepatutnya tu jd ari bahagia dorang sbb sma2 dpt buat HIV test...cm aku???kami terpaksa la pg buat srg2..monstark kn bntlu aku kt shah alam...sedey gak tgk couple2 lain wat sma2 n msa nk daftar tu pon akak kaunter tu tanya "dtg berdua ke sorang"...hukhukhuk...nk je ckp "tunang sya jauhhhhh sgt dr sya"...huhuhu tp xpe yg pntg kami syukur semua da OK...heheeh...selamatttttt bersanding...acehhhhhh...immediately called each other lg...monstark siap dlu trs col...pas aku siap pon aku col...excited la kunun...hahaha...kawennnnn

 see...da setel cgek

p/s: berita sedih...ma tgh sakit kt kg...tp ari ni da dpt bgn...semoga ma cpt sembuh aminnnnnnn...rsa nk blk jer...huhuhu

xde tajuk...hurm!!!

Yeah 2day is saturday...and me gonna go out wif cak'a...but then i need to be in office jugak.A few thngs still pending for couple of weeks dah ni..kalo bos tanya aku huh mati weh.Lucky me he forgot to...tp sblm kne tanya baik aku siapkan...warghhhh menciiiiii...

Jst crossed my mind...'bersemangat Farah!!!u're gonna get ur wedding dress 2day...'.arghhhhh exhausted to fit in that.Hopefully i am satisfied lor.Pls la baju...waaaa nk pki time kawen tu...Kunun da nk kawen tp cuba tanya preparation???arghhhh gile ke hape 2months left farah...igt2 blk ape lg aku xbuat...mcm sket je lg...

1. HIV test????...ooo tidak aku xbuat lg...yesterday i went to clinic oredi...unfortunately that guy told me 'Awk dtg ari Isnin -Khamis, pkl 2ptg- 4ptg ok...amek msa 15 jer n limit 40 org per day'....menchiiii lg aku...penat je amek time off...sib baik bos aku jns memahami...so plan nk g this monday rite after lunch la...
2. Submit form???kalo da HIV test pon blm submit form lg laaaa....i am still waiting for him...'Dear pls la be quick...'xmok because of some sort then end up nyer kelam kabut...ooo tidak...
3. Brg2 hantaran???arghhh xckp lg...tafsir, kek (ni xpe nk kawen ari ni bli), cokelat yg spesel (ni pon sma kes ngan kek)...but e most important is...brg2 nk deco n how to deco tu xde idea lg ni...huahuahuahua...
4. Senarai kengkawan???ooo aku xliskan lg...this part mmg penting la...hrp2 aku xde tercicir pn utk menjemput member2 aku ni...dah kne start korek2 alamat dorang ni...
5. Pelamin???ummm yg ni lg satu...ikut ati aku n monstark mmg xnk sanding2 neh...buang duit (kami2 ni spesis pk msa dpn kunun)...ceh tp nk gak bergambar n parents kami pon nk jugak pelamin so...ummm mna nk carik yg best...kami nk simple mimple je...ckp la kn...
6. Make up???huhu xdecide lg nk amek ngan sape...monstark xnk dah tgk muka aku over make up ni...aku pn xnkkkk...ummm bila nk g survey ni???arghhhh buntu2...
7. Brg2 nk kasik kt kengkawan???belom carik lg...plan nk g carik ngan monstark...tu pon 5ari sblm kami ehem2...kawen la..warhhhhh gedik...
8. xde da kot (ngek ni pon ko mskkan jugak farah)...

ummm mcm byk je lg...adeh2...Ya Allah ya Tuhan ku  Kau permudahkan la urusan kami...Berkati la majlis kami...hukhukhuk...terasa diri ni jht tetiba...time sdh, time ssh, time nk mntk tlg, time nk g interview, time nk ade peluang utk increment, time skt ati baru ingat kt Allah...cuba time happy????huhuhu tidak....Ya Allah jgn biar aku lalai lg...

Harapan utk ari kawen

"Memandangkan itu ari bahagia aku ngan monstrak hrp2 Allah permudahkan segalanya n berkati majlis aku ni.Aku juga harap setiap tetamu, kengkawan adik, makcik, tok wan, mak teh, n sape2 la dtg dgn membawa doa utk kebahagiaan kami...cpt2 dpt anak gitu...warghhh ayat gedik lg...kukikukikuki...semoga kekal smpi bla2...n hrp2 msa majlis tu jgn la smpi smbhyg 5 waktu tu pon ditinggalkan....ye la da make up tebal2 kang xsdr diri plak nk g smbhyg..."

p/s: Monstark ku syg cpt2 kasik form tu kt sya....huhuhuhu

sekadar renungan

Banggakah dia utk hdp dlm serba kekurangan?

Show off ke dia utk menceritakan setiap kesusahan yg dialami?

Hebatkah dia utk terima stp kesusahan yg diduga Nya?

Teruk sgt kah dia dgn stp kata2 yg diluahkan itu sehingga menyinggung perasaan pasangannya?

Berniat buruk kah dia dgn menceritakan setiap perkara yang ditimpa?

Pada sape lg utk dia luahkan semuanya?

ummm those questions used to express the feeling a friend of mine...She's woke up in the morning and drove to office with the heartache... Sumbody asked her 'Hey kenapa mata bengkak?'...she replied 'Cried!'....then her colleague keep questioning her again 'Lor...why?did u guys fight or smthng?'....she replied again with her poker face 'Ummm we're not fighting at all, jst smthng happened accidentally. dunno to say but i got no intention for mocking him at all....

she's started to build up a deeper conversation oredi...

...Last nite he called me and we talked jst like a couple always do...everything is Ok at the first. He laughed and me too.No doubt, both of us only needed a short conversation, a short story telling before goin to sleep...i told him

'my lappy problem again la'...bla bla bla..

.he said 

'hey u're an engineer, jst buy the new one la'

 ....ekceli deep inside 'oooo Tuhan seandainya dia tahu betapa ssh nya aku skang'....

'Ummm i'm only left 400 smthng to survive dis month, how am i goin to buy the new one...every month i used to work hard n did overtimes yet the same amount aso left in my pocket!...and dis month, 1300 spent jst for car+credit card+rental fee+loans...not included others...transferred money to pay education fees/ charges for schooling siblings and bla bla bla...awk xtau kn???ummm then skang bru awk thu..."

he used to keep listening me up and me..tend to speechless...what should i say...am i wrong?i am just 'bout for telling him the truth..then he broke the air...

'ye la...awk je ssh...sya ni sng...xpernah idup ssh nk itu dpt nk ini dpt'...

i am goin to speechless again!what???no...is he misunderstood?while calculating every single word i said....

'ummmm k la'

means he doesn't need to listen or speak out anymore...i am waiting n keep waiting in speechless then i ended up the col  after all....what for utk tggu2 lg...how cud he tended to say those words...am i mocking him???NO!!!i'm not...i wanted him to know how hard i am...how sad i am, failed to get him anything for coming RAYA...betapa malunya aku msa ceritakan semua tu!

.....there is a silent!!!!

p/s: if i were u i did the same things too...

1. Menangis sehingga tertdo...
2. Tercari2 pda sape lg aku nk ceritakan semua masalah aku...bukan utk menagih simpati pon malah org hanya mampu mendengar...tp pd yg merasa Allah shj yg tahu...xsemua benda diluahkan pon...kdg2 malu utk luahkan segalanya...bkn malu dgn takdir atau dugaan yg diberikan tp malu krna gagal hadapi ujian ini...
3. Terfikir 'Kenapa dlu setiap luahan di dgr pnh kusyuk n rsa simpati...n used to say 'Kuatnya awak, thn dgn semua tu...kalau sya, xtau la mcm mna'...NO...stp org yg meluahkan ape yg di rsa xkn mengharapkan simpati atau pujian ooo hebatnya dia thn dgn dugaan...bangganya dia dgn pujian itu....NO....satu dipinta....pahami lah dia...dia sekadar meluahkan tanggungjwb yg ditanggung...ssh sng bersama kelurga bkn la satu bebanan tp tanggungjwb...dan kini bila diluahkan segalanya...kenapa la cpt slh fhm...
4. Kecewa n trs speechless!!!Regardless anymore what would happen next...

....i love him...yes i did...i am sorry if i did wrong...once i'd lost all those friends of me hadn't been to much familiar feature around me except you; aeroll and...u knew who they are...they're taking care of me jst like u did before...since u're far away they're trying to replace u...only for a certain thgs...but then i'm glad for having them around...yet u're still at the first place!!!nobody is perfect tho

hometown again

Tomorrow i'll driving home again..nk mkn durian...hahaha..semoga perjalanan aku esk berjln dgn lancar...hmmm alang2 blk hrp2 dpt setelkan HIV test aku ni...nk kawen katakan...weyyyy gedik2.lantakla gedik ke ape kawen tu elok ape.

Anyway jz for sharing.Mlm td while driving home alone kn...then suddenly i was impressed 'Ya Allah cantiknya bulan mlm ni'...Subhanallah...btw dat was e 2n'd time i'd really2  impressed once looking at the moon. aku tgh tggu turn utk buat u-turn msa tu...baru je amek kamera dlm beg but unfortunately cars in front mine started to move.huhuhu...rsa cam nk biar je kete dpn tu jln n aku trskan pengambilan gmbr aku tu tp xleh kang xpsl kena hon...but then smpi area umah aku, syukur Alhamdulillah aku dpt jugak snap pic e moon tu...hehehe...punyala excited smpi srh aeroll, mom n kak zimah tgk bln mlm td...hehehe...mgkn penutup mlm nisfu syaaban kot bulan ni cantek sgt...kan?

 xberapa lawa la sbb bkn pki DSLR pn kn...hukhukhuk

clicked!!!from my car at e parking area

p/S:Allah itu Maha Berkuasa...Maha Besar n segalanya...Syukur padaMU Ya Allah ats nikmat yang dikurniakan selama ini...

fais & nadia

Syukur Alhamdulillah...semuanya berjln lancar. eventho i'd being scolded.hukhukhuk...perjlnan ke rmh pengantin tu dkt aje dr tmpt penginapan kitorang...ummm konvoi reramai dlm 30 bijik kete jugak la...huh...aku nyer target cpt2 la smpi ke destinasi...perot dah berkeroncong bermcm2 irama da..

sampi2 jerk aku xpedulikan dah majlis tu,matlamat aku tarik tgn ma carik tmpt amek nasik...hamekkk ko sikit punya byk aku amek lauk n nasik...tgh elok mkn nasik mak cik aku dtg soh pi tepung tawar lak ai...ilek lu mak cik oit...sya lapar kang xde semangat lak nk suap mlt semangat kt pengantin...lauk ari tu mmg sdp2..thumbs up utk caterer tu...tp disebabkan prt da msk angin xpat la aku menikmati hidangan itu dgn seronotnya...

catch our pics la...ngehngehngeh

mom u're the gorjes woman

pengantin...hekhekhek...