Back for GOOD

Salam Ramadhan everyone...

I miss my blog so much and now I'm back for good!Too many things that I would love to share:

I am now, a mother to be :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah how I wished to be a mother... Thank  you Allah as HE listened for my praying after solat and of course my husband. Without him, this precious moment will be only a dream for me. I'll try to do the best thing as I can to ensure everything is OK, "my dear baby, we love you and lets wait the date to come patiently ok"...iboh nakal2 as your father said before..."kesian kt ibu"...

10weeks 4days :)

Being a pregger and stay alone is not a good thing but this is only the option that we have. I hope after the confinement period, three of us are going to stay together. I want my life to be just like a normal family, so that I'm going to manage everything...I mean as a wife and a mother....Amin..

Physical and Mental preparation

Physical...Not yet listed any actually. Well I'm going to list down what to be prepared after this coming up Raya...First delivery and first baby, for sure I need to but a lot of baby stuffs. Currently me in a learning process which required myself to read  pregnancy books (mental preparation rite...watever)...And I just noticed that all my favorite jeans are tight enough for me and couldn't wear them for this time being. Must do some shopping of maternity wear later...

Mental...Alhamdulillah the moment I knew I am a mother to be, I feel so blessed and thankful as myself very much ready to it. I believed by reciting Quran and selected Surah everything will going smoothly during my delivery moment. Moreover, I do hope that I can bear with the contraction time and remember our Creator Allah S.W.T along the process.

Confinement period

Syukur...as discussed with my dearest hubby, he agreed and allow me to stay at my hometown during the confinement period. Eventho it's difficult for him to make that such decision, but I knew he could understand me better and what is the best for the mother and baby...Thanks syg...I love you even more...I hope he would be able to come and stay with us for a while...

I am the eldest daughter in my family and even this is not their first grandchild, a caring mother would love to take care her daughter during this time. She will understand and always know what I need...Thanks mom for your kind consideration as you knew my mother in law is not a housewife as you are

My niece...

p/s: Eager to wait March 2012... :)

An Outing.

This entry should be posted in past few weeks ago actually, but then I just got the photos from my husband. I knew he's must be paksa rela to send it...muahuahuahua...

BTW, during the photoshoot session we're supposed to be a shameless person, but I couldn't. I felt really awkward to pose like an amateur model, plus the photog's are my brother in law and his friends. Namun kugagahkan diri sblm di marahi suamiku...Well he knew I wanted this so badly...huhuhu...

So, we let the photos do the talking...

Common expression kan...

We love to piggyback!!!yeahaaa...

Fall in love with this one. It doesn't show our fake smiles kan (yeke)

p/s: Am hoping there will be a maternity photoshoot session!!!InsyaAllah...

May 22, 2011...UITM registration

Yesterday I went to Alor Gajah with mom and sister. Syukur Alhamdulillah as we arrived safely without lost  or 'makan langsat' instead of SESAT. Ira got offer form UITM in Multimedia and Comm. course. Actually she's hoping for TESL course at Maktab Perguruan, but unfortunately she didn't get the chance even she did well on the interview session. 

As her eldest sister, I told her not to disappoint because Allah knows everything. Maybe this is the best for her now and later right. She's taking it positively and seemed happy during her registration. Back to our journey, we departed from Subang Jaya at 7.30am and arrived there at 8.45am. We're all happy as we managed to arrive safely early. After parked my ride, we're walked in to registration booth. Everything went smoothly, praised to Allah. Ira will stay at hostel called 'Dang Anum'. I noticed that every block available being named with such historic name which is Tuah, Lekir and etc (ekceli aku dah lupa...kahkahkah)...

Anyway quite surprised with the facility and accommodation provided there. The hostel's bed, wardrobe, table and others seems too old compared to my place before...(bukan niat nk kutuk cuma harap dorang improve lg kan)...BTW, kami semua happy, at least UITM gave a great chance to my sister plus the registration fees is much much much cheaper and affordable. Jom masuk UITM...kankahakah...(mcm la aku pn graduated dr UITM...apakah)...

Some photos taken by Ira and myself...kejap...I dunno why my lumix camera tends to blur after few months I used it...urghhh...

hahahah still nk buat kenangan kat bilik Ira ni...hohoho...

Teruja tgk bilik...hahahah...sib baik xde monyet kt tingkap tu

ma sedang memberi nasihat kat ira kot...

Owhhhhh...that's all...Is wishing my sister can easily adapt with her new life begin...Chaiyok2.

p/s: Alhamdulillah kami xsesat...yeayyyyyy

What a proud to be a Muslim!!!Thank You Allah

Huh am i sounded too humble hah?But yes, I was so proud to be a Muslim, Kelantanesse and now I married with a nice guy from Sarawak. I not upset or even sigh like this 'huh menyesal nya kawen org jauh'...Never. It's b'cos I found myself really love my hometown even more!!!

The best things about Kelantan is 'Tok Guru Nik Aziz'. I really proud for what he did to us. Maybe others would think he's quite conservative or narrow minded or sewaktu dgn nya.No he's not!!!He is a good man though. I loved the way he's leading our state until now. You will never found any like him nowadays, but yes as we knew every humans does not perfect kan. Am hoping Allah panjangkan umur dia. I don't know everytime I browsing to his FB or blog, I just found my tears suddenly drop!I did see him live years ago actually and I still remembered my friend and I were "Ya Allah tiba2 aku rsa sejuk"...That was a sign that he's definitely a 'nice' man!He's my idol after our prophet Nabi Muhammad S.A.W...

The main point here actually, I feel so insaf tiba2...Alhamdulillah it's good sign tho. As a start, I promised to myself not so close to 'tight' shirts. I would change it to loose blouse one and try to wear a 'real' Hijab which is covered enough my chest. I hope for next few years I was grown as a 'REAL' Muslimah, InsyaAllah!!!Besides,  I really hope everything in my life is going smoothly. Syukur ya Allah for what I have today and I knew myself is belongs to a nice man called a husband and wonderful family. Thanks and syukur Alhamdulillah.

p/s: The best things is my life is to be a Muslim and I am belongs to nice peoples around me.

wHen SAT & SUN ...

SATURDAY:

All I can say is...superb and awesome!!!I booked ticket for Fast & Furious 5 on sat morning and YES my mission is accomplished. To anyone out there,  I proudly suggest and recommend this movie.Best gile weh...rugi xtgk...Hmmm I love the action scenes...smpi ttp2 mata pon ada...hohoho TQ to my sister; Ira...my lil companion on that day... :)...senyum kepuasan!!!

hohoho...RM20...berbaloi

SUNDAY:

Sunday...The only day that I managed to sleep until noon.The rest day and ari aku ganti tido2 aku yg tertunggak.Wake up after 11am is a must (bapak burok perangai)...but I'm not saying that i''ll going to skip my Subuh ya...and the last sunday, bila mood terasa nk mkn tomyam...maka terjadilah:

Tomyam in progress

I prefer to serve tomyam without using any 'Tomyam's' paste actually...and I would love to share it :)...The ingredients:

1. Garlic (3 pon dah ckp...utk lg sedap xyah kupas kulit dia. Basuh then tumbuk skali ngan kulit tp jgn bg hancur...2kali ketuk je tau)

2. Chillies (ikut citarasa nk pedas mna)

3. Lemon-grass (Serai ni 3batang pon dah ckp...ketuk2 ye)

4. Kaffir Lime's leaf (daun limau purut ni 5-6helai cun r)

6. Onion (bawang besar tu...hiris la dlm satu biji dah ckp)

7. Lauk pauk (ayam ke, udang ke, sotong ke...mna yg suka atau korang ada la)

8. Tomatoes (paling penting...5-6biji dipotong2 ye...lagi lebam tomato tu lg bgs...sbb masam)

9. Sayur-sayuran (mushroom ngan daun sup la)

...nk buat ni mmg la senang..tumis je bawang putih smpi naik bau, then tuang air...then campak semua2 kt ats tu...biar gelegak lama2 biar tomato tu nk hancur...lagi hancur lg bagus...pastu dah gelegak masukkan la ayam...then utk rasa dia, garam ke gula ke campakla ikut sesedap rsa..kalo xckp masam letak je asam gelugor 1kpg..siap...

utk sayur, much better jgn letak dlm periuk...korang taruk je dlm pinggan yg korang nk hidang..sbb sayur kalo dah kayu xpuas mkn, esp mushroom...hehehe...Tomyam is ready to be served...ada ulam, budu ngan ikan masin...slurpppp

nyum nyum nyum

P/S: Masak sendiri lg puas...ooooo apapon am looking for this weekend so much...oh hubby wait for me!

Express my appreciation to...

This month is going to be a great one for me. Why?It's mother's day, my father's & youngest bro's birthday and Oh my,almost forgot about Farid, Fazwan, Fazwani, Farhan (adik ipar)...They were born on this month also (byk2 bulan korang pilih bln 5 gak nk kuar ye...KAPAK)

So I'm going buy them some prezzie lo. The value of the gift is not a matter actually, as long as they like it. I love you ma, love you ku and I love them so much...

KU, MA & MAK....

Lists:

• Handbag/ purse/ watch/ or... (for ma, mak and Ku)
• T-shirt from Topman (Farid)..He loved this brand so much..sma utk Paan pon
• Wallet (Fazwan)...Doesn't matter sbb dia jns yg sempoi all the time
• School bag from Adidas (Firmanshah)...I just noticed that he's craving on this brand.
• Mc'D TREAT (Wani)...janji makanan kot...

p/s: Mengharapkan aku mampu utk beli semua tu...xkesah habis duit this month janji dpt laksanakan semua tu.

MADNESS SATURDAY

Really mad, angry, frustrated, stress and....*sigh*....How would you feel when those things are being blended together..When it's happened to me, I obviously MOODY for the whole day!

p/s: :(

Rajuk Hati Menanti Permata

Topik 'Rajuk Hari Menanti Permata' dari rancangan Semanis Kurma malam tadi. Ya Allah syukur la aku sempat tgk rancangan tu even da dkt2 hujung dah pon...at least sempat utk memotivasikan diri aku.

Actually ada caller ni telefon dan mengadu yg dia dah kawen almost 3 years (if I not mistaken) dan blm dikurniakan zuriat lg...it's surprised everybody when she told that her mother itself (not mother in law but her biological mother) is the one to put her under pressure!WTH...Her mother keep questioning her about this. Kesiannya kat dia tp syukur Alhamdulillah as Allah granted her a very good husband.

Right after the woman end up the call, Ustazah Suzana tried to motivate us by telling such a nice story that I ever heard. There was a couple married for 12years waited for a baby and after they have a good support and Doa' from both family, the woman delivered six babies one shot.Kuasa Allah siapa yang tahu...Dia Maha Mengetahui segalanya kan... :)

And for sharing Ustazah Bahiyah bg petua supaya mengamalkan surah2 berikut:

1. Surah Al- Imran ayat 26, 27 & 28
2. Surah Al- Anbiya' ayat 89

dan byk2 sedekah... InsyaAllah :)

p/s: Rezki itu datang dr Allah...Amin...Really need a good support from my hubby and family.

The gathering :)

Now I'm back in KL...huhuhu

This is the first time I feel so sad and sorry to him. I can't even help myself to stop crying started from our room, home and till I boarding. And after 2days later, I still cried over the night and woke up in the morning with a horrible looks...mata mesti bengkak!

How cud we stand if the time flies so fast plus we only have 1 night to stay together. It's really comfy to sleep next to him actually.By the way, my husband did a great things to welcome me. He gave me a red rose and Cadbury Choc (Thanks syg...I love you)...You're so sweet like candy :) (dlm ati biar betikkk hubby tau jugak bg bunga kt aku...terharu, terjatuh cinta la lagiiii....)

The red rose that almost killed me!!!L.O.V.E

Hmmm apart from that, my father in law and family treated me really well. They served me 'Umai' and 'Sotong kangkung' as they knew I am craving for that. Thank you hubby and family..Next turn is mine to treat them well...Wait for me on May...

hUBBy and Yai...sian 2 beranak kne buat umai dan sotong kangkung

tadaaa...hasil air tgn satu family

Sotong kangkung

 

yai, mak and Icha...asyik mentua je belanja, menantu bile???huhu  tggu gaji ye

....and we're dating, dating and dating...Yes we ought to spend and cherish our time together...just hubby and me!Quite satisfied as we able to do everything as planned (ade perancangan kah???)...Thousand thanks for his friends who invited us for a free dinner but couldn't make ourselves available for the nite...*rugi jugak tp msa terlalu suntuk utk kami*...here the photos la...

Oh cintaku...muahhh

We're in greenish..Coincidentally we're wearing the same color

posing itu mesti...pengubat rindu

perlu dibesarkan okeh...any compliment should be credited to my hubby...huahuahua *perasaan kekoyaan*

p/s: Awgku Khairul Azahar...I always want to see you for every sec!!!Is feeling so sad and guilty to leave you alone... I am the one who should taking care of you and manage everything for you. Really hope to be with you soon...Can't stand to stay far away from you

the day as DATED!!!

Hoolla....yes am writing this next to him.How am going to perform a gud story telling while listening he keep on nagging nagging n nagging...SHUT UP pls!!!huahuahua.

owhhh lucky me...He started to turn on his Electronic drum and played a 'rhythm' that only he knows it...Tskkkk...I just keep myself zippppp...better silent lorrr otherwise he gonna kacau2 me after all.

the best drummer ever...hahaha

syg...you r just so sweet to me...thanks for the red rose & choc!!!now am giving u my heart...

p/s: the next entry...how was the son & father serving me Umai & sotong kangkung

Is craving time!!!!slurrppppp

To my dearest hubby...hahaha now u probably knew the answers rite?kahkahkah...This is the special post to answer my questions b4...Noe what, while typing this entry air liur sya meleleh lelehhhh....So am craving for these:

1. Umai- what is it...for anyone who doesn't noe la...Umai was originally from S'wak esp for Melanau. Initially It's about eating raw fish (thinly slice raw fish)dish...but when u mix up them (raw fish+ onions+chillies+ a pinch of salt + radish that preserved in salt) altogether and proceed by squeezing lime juice...wallaweh...nyaman seh...then u put 'belacan' some more...All I can say is...Marvellous!!!Give it a try la

pic by google (to the owner sudipkayu.blogspot...tq for sharing)

YES...am craving for this so much but...air tangan Yai jerk...anyway just in case Yai (my father in law)do not hv more times, it's OK plus sometimes hard to find the fresh fish also...

2. Roti Canai-Opposite of Ambank...kahkahkah this one wajib okey...

pic by google

3. Ummm...steaks perhaps...no need at Riverfront Hotel pn...SCR also can...muahahaha

pic by google

p/s: huahuahua...well dearie...ur wife always noe you...she's never ask you to buy something that we both knew that we can't afford tau...all I need is Y.O.U!!!bg i mkn roti canai pon ok...

workload...haishhhh

*speechless*

while counting Sat to come...I received lots of modules rejected by customer obviously from Germany and Italy.It's apparently testing me how to settle them very very very quick...ohhhhhh :(

or Can I just reply them "Will update you once completed"...tah bile lak ai....

p/s: or should I....huhuhu...any Job vacancy in Bintulu pleaseeeeee

Beautiful FRIDAY

Yes it is...i love Friday so much and I surely eager to meet next Friday. I gonna fly over to BTU to meet my husband on Sat...owh I miss him damn much. This is the best part for anyone who crushed in love distance relationship.Am sounded excited almost every sec when counting the special day to come. Sometimes it will make you be the happiest woman in the world when suddenly your husband planned something out of the blue which surprised you a lot. For me it's enuf by saying 'I Love You' with a warm kiss on my forehead!  

Cute smiles from him...ngehngehngeh

 Forever Love

And after past few days not in mood, I came out with a great sense that I shouldn't upset and do not spoil what I have today by desiring what I haven't. I should remember what I have now was once among the things I only hoped for!!!Allah itu Maha Adil...InsyaAllah there will be something better for us sooner or later.

p/s:I love him

A G.O.O.D.B.Y.E

Please don't say a 'goodbye'. Time flies so fast day by day and again, today one of our colleague gonna left CCT. Wishing you all the best sis. You're the one who really excited to know whether I pregnant or not...huhuhu am still waiting sis and One day I'll let you know or keep updating you on this.

Here we go...Let's those pics tell the whole feeling...a sadness to us!

Esther, K. zie (the one I talked 'bout), K.Nor and a fake smile from me

K. Ana is joined us 

p/s: L.O.V.E....

is missing my blog

yes...i did!i really miss my blog.It's quite some times i didn't post anything yet jenguk2 over here. Myself quite menyibukkan diri lately plus my manager frequently abroad too.I really dun like to take over his place. Lucky me there is another friend to help me out. She's much better how to handle staffs and customer.

I do love in doing my work...carik masalah (troubleshoot) almost the time.

Owhhh for sure when I signed in my blog, there's must be smthg dat i want to share, express and everything la...I am a wife for almost 5mnths 3 days.Yes i am feeling so blessed as Allah granted him for me...Alhamdulillah!5 months and i got nothing until now :( ...to be a mother perhaps.

I am keep praying for that. I dunno why whenever i went out for shopping, bookstore or 'googling'....myself accidentally looking for baby, pregnancy or motherhood stuffs.If they ask me whether i'm ready or not, I always tempted to say YES I AM and I WANT IT SO BADLY. I knew, Allah is testing me and how bad  am I before, I'm seeking for Allah forgiveness.

Last time I only listened to my friend, how sad she was! And now myself  in her shoes just like she was before...sob sob sob...

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love 'em...

p/s: Ya Allah terima kasih atas kurnian dariMu selama ini...Sebagaimana dikurniakan suami kepadaku, aku juga mengharapkan peluang menjadi seorang Ibu dalam hidupku...Amin

17/01/2011

HUHUHU...first entry for 2011...

nothing much to say...'MOM...love u so much....pls be safe!!!we'oll love u damn much!!!kami cuba utk utk jadi org berguna...alhamdulillah ma dah jadikan farah seorang insan yg berguna...at least ma bangga anak ma jadik engineer...smpi skang ma still xpercaya kan...sob sob sob :(

anak2 ma dan harapan:

1. Tegku Farah- the eldest one...Alhamdulillah ma biarpun dlu org kutuk2 farah amek elektronik, and now ma still lg xpercaya anak ma da jadik engineer...at least ma n ku berjaya didik farah...even bkn yg terbaik tp ckp utk berikan semangat utk adik2...

2. Tengku Nor Asma- even dia salu buat ma n ku mrh2 dlu, tp dia berjaya buat kite semua hepi dgn kehadiran amanda & amsyar...asalkan dia jadi isteri terbaik bt suaminya

3. Tengku Farid- the eldest bro...ummm Alhamdulillah finally dia nk jugak smbg blaja...dr kecik dia pndi tp mls..but then syukur when he's getting matured, insyaAllah dia akan jd seseorang jugak ma...

4. Tengku Fazwan- dia xpndi xpe...as long as he noe how to survive...hope dia berjaya bkk workshop sendiri nanti kn...

5. Tengku Fazira- hrp2 dia pn berjaya jugak nanti...sbb dia pn lg pndi dr farah...cita2 dia nk jd English teacher rsanya...akak doakan ko ye ira...

6. Tengku Fazwani-budak yg kelihatan nerd2 gitu tp quite pndi la minah ni...msa upsr dpt 5A kami semua xcaye...ma apetah lg...pndi jugak rupanya adik aku yg ni...PMR dpt 8A....syukur alhamdulillah inilah hadiah terbaik utk ma dan ku...xsia2 ku bawak teksi utk carik nafkah kt anak2 dia...ma still xcaye wani dpt 8A...cita2 dia nk jd doctor...tiap2 ari akak doakan yg terbaik utk korang

7. Tengku mohd firmanshah-noti punya budak...quite slow dlm blaja2 ni...btw akak pn hrp adik baik2 sje...blaja rajin...

p/s:utk adik2 ku...hanya kejayaan yg mampu kita hadiahkan utk ma & ku...sian kt ma selalu skt...ku pun sma jugak...keje penat lg...so i am a bit pushy on u guys...for us!!!pray for mum n ku...