d' saddest sunday perhaps...

huh nengokkan title pon sedih huahuahuahua....nangis xhengat.penyakit angin ahmar aku dtg dr ari sabtu lg...tah pekene tah...agaknya mikirkan ape aku nk buat ptg sabtu ngan ahad...

sian en.suami aku, xpsl2 kne penangan angin ahmar aku...tulus ikhlas dr isterimu:

"so sorry dear...pleaseeeeeee"

si suami tercinta...the day B4 kawen...muah muah muah...

mcm2 pesen...muncung ye beey jgn x muncung...

ekceli reasons aku rsa berkaitan sgt kne angin ahmar ni sbb:

1. Memang sabtu n ahad akan jadi ari plg bosankan aku...mengenangkan suami jauh...

2. ummm pastu memikirkan xde kwn aku nk ajak hang out...xdpt shopping xpe janji dpt pg mkn ABC kat seksyen 2 shah alam...huhuhu (kes mengidam ke ape tah...blm lg la)

3. Jealousy...huhu I'm not supposed to...jeles sbb even suami jauh di sana, dia ade lots of day outttt...even aku tau bintulu mmg kurenggg ade tmpt best but...at least he got family, friends, drum yg mgkn kdg2 mampu buat dia xsunyi...aku time tertentu jer dpt jmp kwn n kuar ngan diorang...

4. KL byk tmpt menarik tp aku sunyiiiiiiiiiiiii pastu plak nk kuar mmg en.suami xkan lepas nyer kalo sorang2...asyik2 tgk dinding kt bilik...arghhhh wth lg2 aku mmg xsuka tol environment kt flat ituuu

and yesterday...after 2 days (saturday & sunday)aku berpenyakit, he called me and tried to persuade me the best as he can...pity of him...I'd knew he must be curious sometimes...

Texted him "blh x sya kuar sorang2? (awl2 aku mention sorang...huhuhu..setelah penat called and msg kwn tp xberjaya ajak sorang pon)

...received a text "pg cney???"....i told "KL"....then he called me...I'm about to ready myself...put a change and tetiba hp be'ringtones'kn for the rest of my life menjerit...picked...bla...bla..bla...cry :(

dat's not the main points ekceli...plg penting,He managed to make me smiled once 'Nak g Kl buat ape...sya xkesah awak nk kuar tp ajak la member...kalo sya xbg kuar, sya rsa bersalah tp kalu sya bg sya risau...."Ya Allah I smiled at the moment...so sweet la u dear...sbb tu la sya replied "xpe la kalo awk xbg kuar xde  la sya kuar...." (dgn nada yg mgkn buat suami rsa mcm2...loya ade x beey).Paling pntg lps tu aku hepi sbb

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suami aku tepon aku at last!!!....huhuhu...mmg aku nyer penyakit ari ahad aku akan mengharapkan dia tepon aku...once he didn't rsa mcm nk protest abis2...arghhh xbaik nya aku...

p/s:Beey TQ so much...dis yr sje u 'bought' me 2 Levis...kalo mcm ni penuh la koleksi sya...tp itu bukan yg sya nk dr awk...sya xska mntk bende2 gitu pn...ape yg sya nk tp klu awk kasi sya amek....hekhekhek...LIHAT KAMU SELALU...huhuhu...see you on this comin' up thursday dearie...

i can't smile...

wthat's on my mind???arghhhhh ya Allah kuatkan hatiku...i need to smile but...i can't even smile for myself tho...crying instead!!!

hate this feeling...i wished i can go out and look for something to chill me up.Mom i miss u :(, Ku i miss u too :( and miss him too...

p/s:is trying to be harder

w0rkIn' pL@ce...(agak2 bosan jgn baca weh....mcm pnjg jer tu)

urghhhh...memandangkan dah muak aku dok tgk keje xsiap2 ni, pi gatai tgn jp buat entry bertajuk mcm kt atas tu la...kalo la pat aku keje ni ade award menganugerahkan meja keje paling kemas+tersusun+teratur+...mesti aku la pemenang nya...huahuahua...wallaweh xcaya ko yerk...ko tgk...ko tgk...(aku sendiri pon naik takot nk tgk ni)

 kemah dokkkk???

huahuahua...aku pon xpaham kenape tetiba gambau ni muncul...regardless psl minah atas tu...sje je tu eksen nayang cincin baru (aku beli kt forever 21, jst in case ade stalker tertanya2 tp malu nk tanya...huahuahua)...

ni ha baru gambar yg kene ngan entry aku...

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no.1: plg penting...

ummm part ni paling penting kt meja aku...ada dia penenang jiwa time tensen gitu...kikiki...pastu kalendar tu gunanya utk letakkan stapler aku ngan puncher...itu sampingan aje...motif gambar hubby ngan kalendar ialah utk aku hitung detik, masa, ketika, waktu utk jmp kekanda aku itu...huahuahua...maklumla cinta jarak jauh...sedih jap...:(

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no. 2: kedua penting...tempat terima arahan keje keluar..

ni penting...hahaha punya la kemas smpi semua dpt ko jmp kt meja monitor aku...ada air, lotion utk haluskan tgn aku yg kasar lps main PCBA, ada plak sabun (amek kt hotel2...ni la tujuannnya)....dan yg plg pntg ada doa2 harian yg aku mesti amalkan sblm buat keje...Alhamdulillah Allah itu Maha Adil...kt tepi2 skrin tu pon terpampang nota2 kecik....bajet keje top urgent yg kene buat r tu (padahal aku pending gak, eh xbaik xberkat rezki)...huahuahua

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no. 3: sila abaikan kotak2 ats tray aku tu...harta customer tu...

no. 3...ni kertas2 ni mmg penting utk aku wat keje..mna2 yg aku dah kepitkan tu maknanya dah setel...uwaarghhh cm bayak jerkk...poyo lagi...ummm jgn xtau hand sanitizing moist wipes pon ado kt situ...bkn ape senang agak2 aku nk mkn msa tgh wat keje (maklumlah dok pgg brg2 reject) pastu mls nk g cuci tgn aku pki lap aje ngan tisu tu...mekaseh Mc'D bg free benda alah tu...huahuahua...

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no. 4:aset2 aku dlm drawer...

main picture tu aset pntg aku kt drawer no.2...dah namanya reject so aku campak2 je la dlm drawer aku tu...dah siap check dah pn..customer xnak katanya (tah ye tah dak)...pls excuse keserabutan dlm drawer...eh ape plak...kira kemas dh tu...at least brg rosak pn ade tempatnya gak...drawer no. 2 aku smpn beg aku ngan segala aku punya hak, drawer ke 3 pakaian aku pg ke bulan termasuk kst sekolah itu...

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no. 4: huh...sick of this...

...ummm not really sick of it anyway...sometimes it's quite fun to learn somethings u didn't b4...esp when I'd managed to troubleshoot those problems...it caused me headache yet contentment for sure...

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no. 5: huh...kemasnya...very tersusun la...

atas CPU ade tisu ado ubat batuk...pendek kata semua ada kt meja aku...tepi aku ade lg kalendar kompeni...senang nk refer cuti pg jmp kekanda syg...lain2 mesti ada ext no. kwn2 opis ngan bos...pastu sket2 general spec reliability test...huahuahua...mintak maaf la aku mmg byk selipar...biru bwk g jmp MR. tAN (toilet), pink kaler aku pki kt production, yg wedges itam faberet aku (mmg peberet smpi dah buruk pon aku pki gak...)pki time blk la...

..............dah abis kot entry aku ni...xpe la penting ke xpenting ke entry kali ni janji ia berjaya membuat aku penuhi msa aku yg xterluang ni akhirnya...huahuahua...yeay...

.............ummm ekceli time blk keje mmg aku kemas dah meja tu...time tgh keje mmg mcm tongkang pecah sket la...well aku bkn la spesis terlampau xpengemas nye org gak....xjugak terlampau pembersih tp common sense...yang wajib kene igt kebersihan ttp kne jaga (ewah2 sempat lg...layak ke aku)...tp btl la kebersihan tu sendiri kan pntg dlm Islam...uwaaaaaa esok2 nk kemas kete skali la...esp dlm dashboard...

p/s:xde yg penting melainkan aku bosan ni...nk g amek kopok lekor jap...CT i'm coming....

R.I.N.D.U

ewahhhh...xtahan ngan tajok tuh...tp what to do...need to admit 'bout it.Miss him so badly...uwaaaa...Ya Allah cptkan la msa 30Dec ni...Hopefully kat sana nanti semuanya baik2 sja...Aminnn...

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  abg digi yg macho...rindu kamu (pic curik semata2)

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kekanda dinda

p/s: 30hb: fly over to Bintulu ~ 09 Jan 2011...YEAHAAAAA....rinduuuu..rindu serindu, rindunya...waaaaaa (lgu spoon...)lgu paling suamiku xsuke dgr bla aku nyanyi...muhahahaa...lagi sya nk buattttt

gave the babies a visit

5.32pm ready to punch card.finally waktu balik sudah tiba...penat sesangat.Tp plan nk g tgk baby2 ni...yeay...

...it's really made my day after all..hehehe. I do loved em' very much...They're so cute yet very nice kids.Doesn't matter who carrying em'.No cry np tears.

arghhh i just wanted to be like their mothers tho. It's so sweet to hear the story of their moments while giving birth, having contraction or complication either.  **while dreaming...i knew how hard to face the moments but then i am very ready for it...:(....huhuhu dreams do come true rite?

see...told u oredi...cute cute  cute....

aku geram!!!comel la wei

mother to be...amin

p/s: Ya Allah kurniakan aku nikmat menjadi seorang ibu...amin