i can't smile...

wthat's on my mind???arghhhhh ya Allah kuatkan hatiku...i need to smile but...i can't even smile for myself tho...crying instead!!!

hate this feeling...i wished i can go out and look for something to chill me up.Mom i miss u :(, Ku i miss u too :( and miss him too...

p/s:is trying to be harder

w0rkIn' pL@ce...(agak2 bosan jgn baca weh....mcm pnjg jer tu)

urghhhh...memandangkan dah muak aku dok tgk keje xsiap2 ni, pi gatai tgn jp buat entry bertajuk mcm kt atas tu la...kalo la pat aku keje ni ade award menganugerahkan meja keje paling kemas+tersusun+teratur+...mesti aku la pemenang nya...huahuahua...wallaweh xcaya ko yerk...ko tgk...ko tgk...(aku sendiri pon naik takot nk tgk ni)

 kemah dokkkk???

huahuahua...aku pon xpaham kenape tetiba gambau ni muncul...regardless psl minah atas tu...sje je tu eksen nayang cincin baru (aku beli kt forever 21, jst in case ade stalker tertanya2 tp malu nk tanya...huahuahua)...

ni ha baru gambar yg kene ngan entry aku...

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no.1: plg penting...

ummm part ni paling penting kt meja aku...ada dia penenang jiwa time tensen gitu...kikiki...pastu kalendar tu gunanya utk letakkan stapler aku ngan puncher...itu sampingan aje...motif gambar hubby ngan kalendar ialah utk aku hitung detik, masa, ketika, waktu utk jmp kekanda aku itu...huahuahua...maklumla cinta jarak jauh...sedih jap...:(

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no. 2: kedua penting...tempat terima arahan keje keluar..

ni penting...hahaha punya la kemas smpi semua dpt ko jmp kt meja monitor aku...ada air, lotion utk haluskan tgn aku yg kasar lps main PCBA, ada plak sabun (amek kt hotel2...ni la tujuannnya)....dan yg plg pntg ada doa2 harian yg aku mesti amalkan sblm buat keje...Alhamdulillah Allah itu Maha Adil...kt tepi2 skrin tu pon terpampang nota2 kecik....bajet keje top urgent yg kene buat r tu (padahal aku pending gak, eh xbaik xberkat rezki)...huahuahua

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no. 3: sila abaikan kotak2 ats tray aku tu...harta customer tu...

no. 3...ni kertas2 ni mmg penting utk aku wat keje..mna2 yg aku dah kepitkan tu maknanya dah setel...uwaarghhh cm bayak jerkk...poyo lagi...ummm jgn xtau hand sanitizing moist wipes pon ado kt situ...bkn ape senang agak2 aku nk mkn msa tgh wat keje (maklumlah dok pgg brg2 reject) pastu mls nk g cuci tgn aku pki lap aje ngan tisu tu...mekaseh Mc'D bg free benda alah tu...huahuahua...

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no. 4:aset2 aku dlm drawer...

main picture tu aset pntg aku kt drawer no.2...dah namanya reject so aku campak2 je la dlm drawer aku tu...dah siap check dah pn..customer xnak katanya (tah ye tah dak)...pls excuse keserabutan dlm drawer...eh ape plak...kira kemas dh tu...at least brg rosak pn ade tempatnya gak...drawer no. 2 aku smpn beg aku ngan segala aku punya hak, drawer ke 3 pakaian aku pg ke bulan termasuk kst sekolah itu...

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no. 4: huh...sick of this...

...ummm not really sick of it anyway...sometimes it's quite fun to learn somethings u didn't b4...esp when I'd managed to troubleshoot those problems...it caused me headache yet contentment for sure...

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no. 5: huh...kemasnya...very tersusun la...

atas CPU ade tisu ado ubat batuk...pendek kata semua ada kt meja aku...tepi aku ade lg kalendar kompeni...senang nk refer cuti pg jmp kekanda syg...lain2 mesti ada ext no. kwn2 opis ngan bos...pastu sket2 general spec reliability test...huahuahua...mintak maaf la aku mmg byk selipar...biru bwk g jmp MR. tAN (toilet), pink kaler aku pki kt production, yg wedges itam faberet aku (mmg peberet smpi dah buruk pon aku pki gak...)pki time blk la...

..............dah abis kot entry aku ni...xpe la penting ke xpenting ke entry kali ni janji ia berjaya membuat aku penuhi msa aku yg xterluang ni akhirnya...huahuahua...yeay...

.............ummm ekceli time blk keje mmg aku kemas dah meja tu...time tgh keje mmg mcm tongkang pecah sket la...well aku bkn la spesis terlampau xpengemas nye org gak....xjugak terlampau pembersih tp common sense...yang wajib kene igt kebersihan ttp kne jaga (ewah2 sempat lg...layak ke aku)...tp btl la kebersihan tu sendiri kan pntg dlm Islam...uwaaaaaa esok2 nk kemas kete skali la...esp dlm dashboard...

p/s:xde yg penting melainkan aku bosan ni...nk g amek kopok lekor jap...CT i'm coming....

R.I.N.D.U

ewahhhh...xtahan ngan tajok tuh...tp what to do...need to admit 'bout it.Miss him so badly...uwaaaa...Ya Allah cptkan la msa 30Dec ni...Hopefully kat sana nanti semuanya baik2 sja...Aminnn...

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  abg digi yg macho...rindu kamu (pic curik semata2)

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kekanda dinda

p/s: 30hb: fly over to Bintulu ~ 09 Jan 2011...YEAHAAAAA....rinduuuu..rindu serindu, rindunya...waaaaaa (lgu spoon...)lgu paling suamiku xsuke dgr bla aku nyanyi...muhahahaa...lagi sya nk buattttt

gave the babies a visit

5.32pm ready to punch card.finally waktu balik sudah tiba...penat sesangat.Tp plan nk g tgk baby2 ni...yeay...

...it's really made my day after all..hehehe. I do loved em' very much...They're so cute yet very nice kids.Doesn't matter who carrying em'.No cry np tears.

arghhh i just wanted to be like their mothers tho. It's so sweet to hear the story of their moments while giving birth, having contraction or complication either.  **while dreaming...i knew how hard to face the moments but then i am very ready for it...:(....huhuhu dreams do come true rite?

see...told u oredi...cute cute  cute....

aku geram!!!comel la wei

mother to be...amin

p/s: Ya Allah kurniakan aku nikmat menjadi seorang ibu...amin

in love

syukur Alhamdulillah...at last my hubby definitely surprised!!!blk kg raya haji dgn seronotnya.

events on 15/11/10:

1. 12.30~2.45pm: half day...blk umah panaskan spaghetti dan goreng roti sosej

2. 3.00pm :headed to Histana Hotel Klang

3. 3.15pm: arrived and checked in -rOOm 502-deluxe room (well not bad at all...it worthy enuf for RM118 per nite)

4. 3.20pm: showered and changed...put some make up on...they said I'm totally looked  pale (it's better than poker-face)

5. 4.00pm: damn...already late and ujan lebat turun semahunya...warghhh i need to drive slowly...xsuke...

6. 4.30pm: arghhhh hubby already in KL...sorry dear I'm late..

7. 5.00pm: able to get him...muah muah muah...i love u...syukur dia xtarik muka ( i noe u syg i tipu2 u, u xtau and u tertipu...i like it)

8. .........the story

^^hubby^^: yang...nk g mna dlu ni...blk umah trs ek???

^^wifey^^ : x...kite nk g klang jp ni...

^^hubby^^: klang??? buat ape (tensen r tuh)

^^wifey^^ : nk jmp kwn kite (dgn mls nya nk menjawab...maap beey)

^^hubby^^: buat ape jmp dia??? (mcm tensen je i dgr...nk blk umah cpt ye....sya xnakkkk)

^^wifey^^ : ala kite nk amek tudung jap...kn da nk blk kg (maklumla isteri awak jual tudung kn)

^^hubby^^: xjamm ke klang tu waktu ni (org blk keje nyer time ni)...xblh ke blk dlu...nanti2 la amek tudung    tu (muhahaha maap beey...nk tergelak jerk dgr statement u tu...)

^^wifey^^ : xpe la...nanti kite xyah g ikut jln jamm...sya bwk awk jln x jamm ( ceh menipu lg...pdhl xtau pon mane jln xjammed...belasah aje...nipu hubby lg...mintak maap lg beey)

diam seribu bahasa en.suamiku kt sblh...kikiki lawak jugak...eee jln mmg jammed sket ni...aku cuak gak nengok muka ketat en.hubby...xckp ape pon...asik komplen jln jammed n byk kete...huhuhu...aku totally speechless la...bajet xnak gaduh ngan dia kn...kunun2 sensor aku rosak...dia igt aku nk patah blk...no way...nk g amek tudung la....muhahahaha...

around 6.30pm kot smpi klang n msa nk parking kete (sesudah aku msk parking area at Histana Hotel Klang)...

^^hubby^^: *dgn muka ketat dia ni...mna blh parking kt sni...nmpk x xde line kuning tu...

^^wifey^^ : ooo ye ke...(reversed n parked kt area lain...wawawa lucu2...nk tergelak nengok muka hubby...eee beey awak ni kn mmg la...kalo dah mrh...takot i)

^^hubby^^: kwn awak kt sni ke (ketat lg tuh muka dia)

^^wifey^^ : haah...huh watpe lg...turun la...

beey bukak pintu...nk trn...

^^wifey^^ : ummm angkat la beg skali (apadaaa dia ni...xcam lg ke awak kt hotel dah ni syg...ellloooo kite tdo hotel ok...bkn umah sewa sya la)

^^hubby^^: nape plak (iskkk blh dia tanya...)

^^wifey^^ : sambil aku sengih aku ckp kt dia 'kite tdo hotel la syg mlm ni'

^^hubby^^: eeee dia ni kn (waaaaa bru nmpk gg dia...cengih2 dah dia)

....hehehe...best sgt time ni...akhirnya penipuan aku berakhir dgn jaya nya...even kdg2 tu hubby ni mcm tau2 jerk ape aku plan....chemistry kuat tol la...dia pon satu byk gak pertanyaan dia yg blh bt surprise2 aku ni xjadik...antaranya...dinner...sebok jerk dia usha2 paper bag makanan aku...siap ckp

^^hubby^^: yang ape dlm bag tu...mcm bekas2 jer...awak bawak bekal ke...

....aduh dia ni kn...byk tol la persoalan...rosak dah rancangan nk siapkan ape ptt utk dinner tu...igt nk soh dia trn ke lobby ke ape ke...haishhhh...u ni beey mmg la bt sya geram...

^^wifey^^ : eee dia ni kn...haah sya msk speghetti utk awak (dgn pasrah nya menjawab...)

....hehehe...apepun i am very much happy the whole day spent with him...not a day...whole nite :)....thanks beey...

btw....just in case u read this entry dear...pls be reminded:

'FROM NOW N ONWARDS klu kite nk jmp je JGN CUBA2 BYK TANYA K...APE YG AWAK TERLINTAS TU DIAM2 AJE LA...NK REQUEST PAPE PON DIAM jugak...UNLESS kite yg bkk topik tu"

cengihhhhh...

love him love u

p/s: suke surprisekan kamoooo...lol...hehhee...btw any compliment should be credited to my org kuat...kak zu n kak zimah...thanks for recommending the hotel and do the reservation....love u oll...muah muah muah

15/11/10

Honestly i just can't wait to see him on this comin' up monday...what a lovely day to be soon...not such a soon ekceli...huhuhu :(

oh dear...'while listening to FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE'...

p/s: wink*wink* tadaaaa...

health care

ari ni rsa nk cite psl bende2 kesihatan jerk...just for sharing ekceli...no need to remind 'sharing is caring'...

JAMU RATU DARA:

product yg aku dh cba ni...JRD (Jamu Ratu Dara).Dlm sbln sblm kawen ari tu ade r aku try mkn jamu since opismate aku ckp bgs sgt...so then aku try 1btl...suke sgt la sbb rsa bdn cm best jerk, ringan tau...ummm aku purposely mkn ni sbb xmo pki panty liner tu stp kali pas abes period...then aku noticed mmg ok la...cuma yg xbest bdn aku xthn pns...jamu kn mmg pns...elergic lak bdn aku stlh hampir sbln mkn...so then aku stop.

pendekkan cite je la...balance yg aku xmo mkn tu aku tggl kt kg n ade satu hari (pas majlis kawen2 aku tu)...ma penat sgt...dia mmg ade kanser dlm perot...cuma jp ade jp xde ketumbuhan tu...tau je la klu kenduri mmg pnt then ma tetiba bleeding dgn byk nya...2nd time jadik mcm ni...ummm lma jugak la ma xdpt bgn sbb skt dlm perot...then one day dia called aku ckp ari tu da dpt bgn sbb Alhamdulillah pas je dia mkn jamu ni (ala balance yg aku tggl kt kg tu) dia da dpt bgn tau...Ya Allah syukur dgr ma da dpt bgn...ye la anak2 yg bsr semua jauh2...tp yg best nya last week ma pg jmp specialist kt HUSM by appointment, anyway...syukur lg sbb doctor ckp ketumbuhan tu dah xde...then doc xpuas ati la kan...so dia ade amek sample n now ma tgh rest kt kg...dia ckp skt cam org beranak la skang ni...so aku pn dgr hepi pos lg jamu tu kak ma...hehehe...n now we're still waiting for her medical result (2bln lg bru dpt tau)...hrp2 sakit ma tu mmg xde trs dah...jgn lg mcm chipsmore...huhuh...

bkn main panjang cite...sbnrnya nk bg tau penyakit tu tetap ade ubat...eventho mkn ubat yg doc kasik, xslh mkn ubat tradisional jugak...so pade sape2 yg ade kanser rahim cuba la try Jamu Ratu Dara ni k...korang search je kt google....InsyaAllah dgn izin-Nya anda puas ati...kalo nk jamu ni blh gak kontet aku...member aku mmg distributor jamu ni...byk nye khasiat jamu...xrugi cuba...anak dara, mak dara n sesape sje...org ngandung jerk xleh...

DETOX FOOT PATCHES

aku dah cba gak...elok le utk buang toksin...kebaikan dia korang search kt google ye...xberapa rajin nk menaip da ni...aku ska pki benda alah ni time tdo mlm...tampal je kt tapak kaki korang...besh...kalo nk tau lebih blh gak kontet aku...mcm biase member aku distributor benda ni...

p/s:leh gak kontet aku kalo nk maklumat pape...019-9695914